Ever have one of those days when you want to just sleep the day away, sleep the rest of your life away? Or at the least, sleep, wake up, and all your problems would be resolved?

Welcome to the club.

School's ending soon and I'm thankful for that, but everyday there's always some new problem or some new obstacle that I have to overcome...

And I'm sick of it. Problem after problem, day after day without rest or relaxation. They all just keep piling up, coming upon me like a disease, trying to fell me slowly and as painfully as possible.

I'm just...tired of it all, I really am. I look around and I see people with smiles etched on their faces and I think to myself, "What the heck are you smiling for? Is there something funny that you'd like to share with everyone else?" Sometimes I just want to punch their face in, or scream to the heavens in agony and just...let a bestial roar tear through my lips.

Each day, every night...my heart gets heavier and my mind becomes so scrambled. Sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore; I feel like just...letting everything go to the wind and see what happens. Maybe if I just fall asleep all the problems will just solve themselves and I won't have to deal with crap anymore.

But they won't, they won't resolve themselves. And if I let them go, those problems will just get bigger and bigger until I'm crushed. So somehow, some way, I'll have to step up and face them. I'll have to pull myself from the sheets, from the sweet solace that sleep could bring, and face the harshness of reality head on.

*sigh* God help me and have mercy on my soul.